Heartbreaker XI

A new stage

School is about to end

And soon we'll graduate.

A few days left

And we'll have our finals.

Days are passing by

So quickly; it's like

Yesterday we're just freshmen

And now we're seniors

As we step forward

Thinking about the future

And enhancing our skills

As we go through college

A college life

Is another chapter

Of our adventure

Through the years.

As we explore

The inhabited world;

As we journey

Into another path;

In our lives

As a college life.

It's just the beginning

Of our new exploration

Heartbreaker IX

A stupid guy...

He was really a stupid guy

Always making me shudder

And it really makes me sick

Makes me irritated all the time

He pushes me at my limit

And he always nag me

He was really a stupid guy

Who really annoys me.

Even though he knew,

He still doing it on purpose

And that really makes me

A stupid girl, how annoying

I wish he would stop

Even though I knew he wouldn't

I keep on wishing

Just to make it come true

I’m ignoring him

And still he keeps on going

So I decided

To endure that torture

As long as I still have patience

But then, do I have that?

I’m always hot headed

Whenever he's close to me

He’s feeling close to me

But we're not close

What a really annoying guy

But a funny one

Heartbreaker VIII

I’m sick of you...

I want to stay away from you

But I can't take my eyes off you

What should I do to stay away?

Without any pain in my heart?

I can't stop loving you

And I can't stay away from you

But then I get irritated

From seeing you everyday

I knew I shouldn't be angry

But seeing you make my blood boil

And it makes me sick

Every time I saw your face

It’s like you're avoiding me

And yet a stranger to you

It’s already a year

And still, I’m not ready to let you go

Yeah, I’m just a stranger

Someone you don't know,

Maybe a stalker or a crazy girl

Who happened to fall for you?

Heartbreaker VI

Lucky number

I never wanted it

But I have no choice

Just to pick it

To have a number

And now I’m guilty

For having your number

Because I really don't know

That you'll pick it too

Last time our numbers

Were reversed

But I don't have any intention

To pick such a number

But even though I’m guilty

I’m a little bit happy

To have the same number with you

And I’ll never forget this

Every memory I got,

Every thought of you,

Every moment I had;

I’ll treasure it forever

Heartbreaker IV

Love struck

I thought we're just friends

But then I was wrong.

I didn't see through him

That he really likes me

That day I gave him that chocolate

Everything changed

It’s like he's feelings has been triggered

By that simple chocolate

I didn't mean it,

But it's kind of nice in a way

But then I’m not prepared

I don't know how to prepare

Even though he's nice and kind

I can't accept the fact

That he likes me

Even though we're friends

I don't understand

How I feel about him

Because he's close to me

And I have someone else

And finally that day comes

I didn't expect anything

But he gave me something

He gave me the cutest bear in the world

I really appreciate it

But I can't respond to him

I can't respond to what he feels

Because of what I feel

I’m really sorry

It’s just that I can't

I can't force myself

To love him back

Heartbreaker II

Just like the beginning...

Two years passed

And still, I’m craving for you;

For you to let go of her

And to be single again

And I always knew

That I can't move on

Because in my heart

I always loved you

I knew all along

That my feelings will not change

Even if you turn the world

Upside and down

One day I saw a guy

From the corner of my eye

And immediately knew

That once again I fell in love

My feelings for you

Is still in my heart

But then my love for him

Overlaps my feelings for you

And so I decided

To forget everything

Everything that has connection with you

To let go my feelings for you

Yet after some time, I miss you;

I miss the way you are,

The way you smile,

And that cute face of yours

Even though I decided that,

I can't forget how we met

Even if I liked and loved him

He's not enough for me

But there's this feeling

That I can't explain

Something that I was hoping;

Hoping that both of you could be mine

Of course, my wish is impossible

Even though I like both of you,

I can't take the fact

That I have to share my feelings for you

After these months

It felt like de ja vu

And once again

Another tragedy will come

And both of you

Will abandon me

And I’ll be alone again

Deep in the darkness

I won't fall in love again

And I’ll never ever open up to anyone

Because I rather be dead

Than to suffer in the darkness

Heartbreaker I

The Begining...

The day i saw you

My heart skip a beat

And i know why,

I'm in love with you.

We can't be together,

As i expected

Because i am a fool

To fall inlove with you

Every time i saw you

I can't help myself

But to smile

Whenever i saw your face

I can't help myself

From staring at you,

Whenever i saw you

Walking with your friends.

Even though i knew,

That you like someone else

I keep on wishing

That you would be mine

And i always knew

That wish will not come true

Even if i pray for it

Just to come true

The day comes,

And i knew it will end soon

My love for you

And my little wish

As i was walking

Horror struck my face

As i saw you together

With the girl that you loved

I already knew

That this day would come

But i can't accept the fact

That you'll fall for her

Now that my heart is broken

And shattered into pieces,

I'm afraid to fall inlove again

Because i knew, that i can't move on.