Heartbreaker XXI

I'm here ealier than I thought

That's why I'm alone, right now

My assignment isn't right

But I can't make a new one

I was bummed out yesterday

That's my reason for my homework

I was too lazy

To make a good homework

I missed writing like this

Though it made me depressed

I can't write beautifully

But still I want to write

Yesterday I submitted my answer

But I'm not confident about it

I also think that I can't be her

That's why I truly envy her

Heartbreaker XX

I didn't expect

Just pop in my head

I forgot it a long time ago

And never brought it back

Thinking of it

Makes me irritated

That's the reason

I didn't think of it

Past is past

Time to forget it

We can't undo things

Just move now

Forget those things

Get on with your life

Make a new one

You'll eventually forget it

Things will change soon

Don't worry about it

Cause I do know

It'll be more precious

Once Upon A Time...

Part 1

Once upon a time, there was this stupid girl who fall in love to an idiot guy who doesn't love her. The guy used her as his own tool for his own gain with a little pity effect while the stupid girl willingly did anything just to make the idiot guy happy. As the idiot guy made the stupid girl do things, bit by bit the stupid girl finally realized that he's just using her and he played her emotion towards him. That's why in the end, she ended up regreting all the negative things happened and cherish all the happy moments between them though sometimes the stupid girl hate the idiot guy for fooling her whenever she remember all the things happened between them.

Part 2

Once upon a time, there was this stupid girl again who can't take her eyes off a young cute and gorgeous boy in her lower year. She always look at him whenever he's around though the guy must have sensed he's being stalked that's why whenever he saw her he would look at her and when he do that she'll burst out grinning madly at him. The stupid girl has a huge crush on gorgeous boy because he's totally cool and cute that's why the stupid girl can't take her eyes off the gorgeous boy. Until now she's grinning like an ídiot whenever she saw him because she's still madly in love with the gorgeous guy.

Part 3

Once upon a time, there was this stupid girl again who always thought her life is like a fairytale but it's really not. Naturally her imagination of herself is a little bold like an intelligent student, a responsible person, and confident girl but the truth is she is shy, kind, friendly and most of all cheerful. She was hoping to have a colorful life though it's the other way around. All the things she thought is not what was happening though she's a little satisfied right now. Parents who supported her in all the things she did and friends who are always there for her. That's the life she knew.

Part 4

Once upon a time, the stupid girl can't forget how the desperate guy stained her life. The stupid girl is always cold to him because he's making her blood boil. Just hearing his words came out from his big mouth, the stupid girl would shiver, not from cold but from the meaning of his words. That's why she kept her distance at him. It was when she was a junior, she kept talking to him because they have one thing in common: Anime. A lot of rumors about him that she set aside until he asked her to go to an arcade. That's her first time to go out with a boy and that really stained her life. When they went to the arcade a few people met them and they just ignored them but before all of that her bestfriend stood her up leaving her and the desperate guy alone. They played, she always beat him and that really made her happy. The stupid girl is always like that when she beat a person. That's how she is. The next day followed and there was a rumor that was spreading really fast about her and the guy. The rumor said she and the guy was dating. That infuriated her and corrected those people. A year after he confessed that he like her and want to start over but then she turned him down and ignored him for the rest of her life.

There Must Be Magic...

This is a story I happened to read when I was in Highschool and even though it's short it is really a good story. :) And here it is:

There Must Be Magic

by Sam Coronado

Once upon a time, a naughty little princess named Andrea got lost from her Fairy Tale to the Real World. She stood at the place commoners call "Shopping Mall". After wandering for quite some time in the huge building, the princess saw a shop called "Enchanted Kingdom Toy Store", and decided to come in.

The place looks just like her real world! With manequins dressed in gowns and glass slippers and sparkling crowns above their heads, it was certainly a place she belonged.

She bravely approached a kind-looking saleslady.

"I want to go back to my Fairy Tale World!" said the little Princess. "My name is Princess Andrea. I can't survive out here! Tell me lady, do you have some magic potions? Those that can open hidden portals? I badly need one."

The saleslady laughed. "We don't have any of them, little Miss. But we do have toys. See? There are tortoises, cats, duck, pigs, frogs-"

"You have those?" cried the Princess excitedly. "Then give them to me at once! Tortoises are fast runners! They always win the race." The Princess frowned at the stuffed cat. "Hey, why are your Cats not in Boots? They could bring you good fortune! Oh, and those Ducks and give birth to a really, really beautiful Swan-the perfect pet! And I think I'll have three of those Little Pigs build me an enormous castle made of bricks! And that green frog will be my Prince Charming!"

"Actually," the Salesgirl whispered with an awkward smile. "They don't"

They don't?" the Princess repeated. "Well, then, give me a lamp and a magic Carpet instead! Perhaps I could wish from the genie or just fly my way out of here."

"Little girl, our carpets don't fly, and our lamps don't have genies."

The Princess looked confused. "How about Seven Tiny Dwarfs? Do you have them in here?"

"No," said the Salesgirl patiently. "You seem to have a wild imagination."

"I'm not imagining! I'm a princess! You don't believe me? Then go ahead and lay a pea under my mattress. You'll see! If you braid my hair and hang it outside a tower, you'll see a Prince climbing up to save me."

"But there is no magic in here. This isn't fairy land, kid..."

The Princess gasped. "You mean, Puppets don't turn to be real boys; And Beasts don't turn to real Princes?"

The lady shook heq head. "No, I'm sorry."

The Princess sighed aloud and sulked down the floor. "If there is no magic in here, I can NEVER have a Happily Ever After!"

In tears, the Princess asked, "Well, can I just borrow your Fairy Godmother?"

"I don't have any," replied the lady sadly. But soon her eyes lit up. An idea popped in the lady's mind. She stood up and made a brief phone call, and afterwards returned to the sobbing little Princess.

"Don't worry now, Princess. I just made a phone call. You can go back to your Fairy Tale World in a few minutes!"

"Really?" asked the Princess with hope.

The lady nodded. "Of course!"

"But how?"

The lady peered ove the little girl's shoulder. Someone frantically making quick steps entered the store. The lady smiled, "How? You don't need magic. Take a look behind you."

The Princess turned, and saw her mother! In grateful tears, she ran to her and hugged her tightly. "You're here!"

"Oh Andrea, you got lost again!" cried the woman. She turned to the Salesgirl behind her.

"Thank you, Miss, I hope my little Princess didn't bother you."

"It's nothing, Ma'am. It was a great fun to be with her," replied the lady.

The Salesgirl turned to Andrea, who looked very happy. The lady said "See? You don't need potion or fairies or Prince Charming or a genie or a flying carpet to save you from harm! Right?"

"You're right!" Andrea replied. "My mother is right here, she's all that! She must be the greatest of them all! Can you imagine? All of them couldn't save me. But she can!"

The lady laughed, "you are one lucky Little Princess."

And they Left Happily Ever After.

Caramel ♥

It was a mistake!

I didn't mean any of it

I felt guilty about it

But I meant it as a joke

I would never ever do it

Or something like that!

Most of all it's not him

I just point at him

I laughed cause he looked

I didn't call his name

But still, he looked at me

And I was caught in the act

I felt really bad about it

Ashamed of it too

Wish he won't recognize me

But still I don't know

When I saw him today

I think he glared at me

Or was I getting paranoid?

Damn. It's making me crazy. :|

I'm just joking

Whenever I said I like him

He's cute and there's BUT

He's not my type. :p

Library

I came to school early

And we're supposed to meet

But I came too early

And now I'm alone

It's so quiet in here

So quiet I can sleep

But of course it's library

That's why it's so peaceful

While waiting for someone

I'm writing this piece

I'm bored, of course

And I'm here alone

In here there's a lot of books

Wonder if they have fiction

A novel story

That I can borrow

Though it'll be embarrassing

To borrow if ever

But I think they don't have

Well, I'll check it out

NSTP

Today's the day

Our midterm's released

I got my paper

And I saw my score

It was so tragic

That I didn't pass

Though I didn't review

Anything at all

That's what happened

If people like me

Didn't study very well

Will likely to fail

I did review my notes

Though I never understood it

I feel sleepy all the time!

And I don't know why

English

For the first time

My mind was blank

And I can't think

Something to write

Though I'm still writing

But just my thoughts

I wrote down what I think

And enjoy writing

I like expressing myself

Writing my thoughts

I don't really care

What every one thinks

Cause it's my life

I have my own world

A world that belongs to me

And it revolves around me

I sound selfish, right?

But I'm not like that

Though I can be

If only I want to

History

After a long hours of lectures

I'm really dead tired now

I'm hungry and sleepy

And all I want to do is sleep

Now were having a discussion

A very boring lecture

I don't know why

But I really didn't like this

History is not my thing

Though I need to study

Just to pass this subject

And to please my professor

Of course I'm serious

Though I can't helop myself

I feel sleepy and hungry

But I can't do any of that

Cause I'll get caught

Then my grades will decrease

And of course I'll be lazy

Lazy enough not to do anything

Random Thoughts 2

I'm bored to death

Can't listen anymore

My stomach roars

And now I'm hungry

I keep on pretending

Listening but tuning her out

Writing but not notes

Cause I'm writing this poem

I know I shouldn't do this

Cause the ink of my pen

I'm using a g-tec c4

It cost more than my usal pen

My mom would kill me

But I didn't let her know

Of course only my Dad knows

And he's just watching me silently

Anyway, I got a score of 59

But that's just my midterm

Not yet my midterm grade

Which will be given next week

I studied really hard

And I think it paid off, somehow

But still I'm aiming for a higher score

Cause I'm not that satisfied

Random Thoughts

I'm sitting here in a chair
Inside the classroom
Ignoring my dull teacher
Not listening to every word she say

I'm writing some poems
Expressing all my feelings
But it's hard to explain it
It keeps on building inside me

My teacher is now discussing
All about planetary motion
But nothing comes to my mind
And I feel sleepy already

I stop for a while to think
What am I thinking?
I know this is weird
But I feel there's something's not right

Forget it all and move on
That's how life goes on
And it's the best thing for now
Study comes before anything I know

Heartbreaker XIII

Missing you

I miss you so much

But I didn't dare to come after you.

It's enough for me

Just to hear your voice

I would remember

Those moments we're together

And all the memories

I have about you.

I miss you so much

Of course as a friend

But deep inside

I really care for you

I didn't dare myself

To go after you

Cause I really like you

That's why I stayed for you

I'm there to listen

To all you've shared

For all your complaints

And most of all, your jokes

I listened patiently

To all the things you said

I endure the pain

That you've caused

And I'm always willing

To give my best for you

Cause I like you that much

I'd be glad to make you happy

Heartbreaker XI

A new stage

School is about to end

And soon we'll graduate.

A few days left

And we'll have our finals.

Days are passing by

So quickly; it's like

Yesterday we're just freshmen

And now we're seniors

As we step forward

Thinking about the future

And enhancing our skills

As we go through college

A college life

Is another chapter

Of our adventure

Through the years.

As we explore

The inhabited world;

As we journey

Into another path;

In our lives

As a college life.

It's just the beginning

Of our new exploration

Heartbreaker IX

A stupid guy...

He was really a stupid guy

Always making me shudder

And it really makes me sick

Makes me irritated all the time

He pushes me at my limit

And he always nag me

He was really a stupid guy

Who really annoys me.

Even though he knew,

He still doing it on purpose

And that really makes me

A stupid girl, how annoying

I wish he would stop

Even though I knew he wouldn't

I keep on wishing

Just to make it come true

I’m ignoring him

And still he keeps on going

So I decided

To endure that torture

As long as I still have patience

But then, do I have that?

I’m always hot headed

Whenever he's close to me

He’s feeling close to me

But we're not close

What a really annoying guy

But a funny one

Heartbreaker VIII

I’m sick of you...

I want to stay away from you

But I can't take my eyes off you

What should I do to stay away?

Without any pain in my heart?

I can't stop loving you

And I can't stay away from you

But then I get irritated

From seeing you everyday

I knew I shouldn't be angry

But seeing you make my blood boil

And it makes me sick

Every time I saw your face

It’s like you're avoiding me

And yet a stranger to you

It’s already a year

And still, I’m not ready to let you go

Yeah, I’m just a stranger

Someone you don't know,

Maybe a stalker or a crazy girl

Who happened to fall for you?

Heartbreaker VI

Lucky number

I never wanted it

But I have no choice

Just to pick it

To have a number

And now I’m guilty

For having your number

Because I really don't know

That you'll pick it too

Last time our numbers

Were reversed

But I don't have any intention

To pick such a number

But even though I’m guilty

I’m a little bit happy

To have the same number with you

And I’ll never forget this

Every memory I got,

Every thought of you,

Every moment I had;

I’ll treasure it forever

Heartbreaker IV

Love struck

I thought we're just friends

But then I was wrong.

I didn't see through him

That he really likes me

That day I gave him that chocolate

Everything changed

It’s like he's feelings has been triggered

By that simple chocolate

I didn't mean it,

But it's kind of nice in a way

But then I’m not prepared

I don't know how to prepare

Even though he's nice and kind

I can't accept the fact

That he likes me

Even though we're friends

I don't understand

How I feel about him

Because he's close to me

And I have someone else

And finally that day comes

I didn't expect anything

But he gave me something

He gave me the cutest bear in the world

I really appreciate it

But I can't respond to him

I can't respond to what he feels

Because of what I feel

I’m really sorry

It’s just that I can't

I can't force myself

To love him back

Heartbreaker II

Just like the beginning...

Two years passed

And still, I’m craving for you;

For you to let go of her

And to be single again

And I always knew

That I can't move on

Because in my heart

I always loved you

I knew all along

That my feelings will not change

Even if you turn the world

Upside and down

One day I saw a guy

From the corner of my eye

And immediately knew

That once again I fell in love

My feelings for you

Is still in my heart

But then my love for him

Overlaps my feelings for you

And so I decided

To forget everything

Everything that has connection with you

To let go my feelings for you

Yet after some time, I miss you;

I miss the way you are,

The way you smile,

And that cute face of yours

Even though I decided that,

I can't forget how we met

Even if I liked and loved him

He's not enough for me

But there's this feeling

That I can't explain

Something that I was hoping;

Hoping that both of you could be mine

Of course, my wish is impossible

Even though I like both of you,

I can't take the fact

That I have to share my feelings for you

After these months

It felt like de ja vu

And once again

Another tragedy will come

And both of you

Will abandon me

And I’ll be alone again

Deep in the darkness

I won't fall in love again

And I’ll never ever open up to anyone

Because I rather be dead

Than to suffer in the darkness